10 Months Today

November 12, 2008 · Posted in Uncategorized · Comment 

Today is November 11.  Ten months since Adam died.

I know now that I have been in shock for most of this year.  I have to say that the pain is growing daily.  I think it is a divine mercy that we have so much numbness in the beginning.  But now, the truth is setting in.  Everyone I know is struggling in one way or another.  The economy has created so much hardship and depression.

But nothing comes close to mattering as much as losing Adam.  The rest of my life is a re-invention of the life I had.